I miss you!

Mehnnn this vacancy Mary....still there like a large hole. Not so deep but still as wide. I laugh more with d tears these days and I so wish Sadiq could remember you. Salma never got the honor but when they grow they will hear all about their crazy beautiful fiercely protective loyal to a fault oh-so-bestest Auntie Mary. Two scenes from the last time you were here keep replaying in my head and I so wish I had recorded it for prosperity but how could I have known what would happen in two weeks? A lot of those dreams and plans I absolutely have to go through because you believed even more than I did. You still push me. I still hear your voice calling me "Omui" when I do something stupid :)so here's to more stupid things/acts! Love you tooo much!!!